The City Sleeps In Flames

My day of reckoning
Will only end with more bloodshed
You're disgusted by my final words
I'll never take back what I've said
If only wounds would go away
Or scars can quickly heal
With the knives stabbed in my back
Is this life of mine even real?

When I'm staring at the mirror
I can't even see my own reflection
And I wish we could bring him back
If only we found a new solution
When I gaze at you, You look away
But with my head down, You'll only look
I want to change and replace everything
Especially the heart that you once took

When only love leads to sadness
And sadness leads to death
Cause only hate will lead to violence
You're the reason I'm on my final breath
If only I could escape this fate
Or destroy my bad luck
I don't want to be a tool for you to use
To be a worthless stupid fuck

Life only ends with pain and sorrow
Everyday is filled with tragedies
I don't want to wait til tommorow
To live through another day in pain
If only you could feel this pulse
Or the heart that once was beating
I wish you could see my corpse
Cause you took the air I was breathing

If only this life turned around
And I was good enough for you
If only things turned out fine
They would get back the friend
That they once knew

-Loner
[4/22/09]